What am I?
You know, I'm not really a cynical optimist. Sure, I'm cynical, and I can be optimistic. But I'm really a content pessimist.
I usually think the worst will happen, but I'm content when it does. Sometimes I get emotional and angry, but that doesn't help matters. In the end, when I'm exhausted by emotion, and I've broken down like a crumbling cliff face, I realize that the only thing I can do is move forward.
I won't commit suicide, at least not right now. No, despite some things I've said, I really like people. They're interesting, and I'd like to figure them out. I don't know if I'll ever be successful as one, but I'll try.
If that last thing sounded odd to you, I apologize. That's just my particular breed of insanity. It seems more and more that everyone I meet is mad in some way, and I'm no exception.
Well, it's 02:38 right now, and I am calm enough to go to bed. I'll just finish Flight of the Conchords, do some work, then get some sleep. Also, has anyone seen my copy of Lady Vengeance?
I usually think the worst will happen, but I'm content when it does. Sometimes I get emotional and angry, but that doesn't help matters. In the end, when I'm exhausted by emotion, and I've broken down like a crumbling cliff face, I realize that the only thing I can do is move forward.
I won't commit suicide, at least not right now. No, despite some things I've said, I really like people. They're interesting, and I'd like to figure them out. I don't know if I'll ever be successful as one, but I'll try.
If that last thing sounded odd to you, I apologize. That's just my particular breed of insanity. It seems more and more that everyone I meet is mad in some way, and I'm no exception.
Well, it's 02:38 right now, and I am calm enough to go to bed. I'll just finish Flight of the Conchords, do some work, then get some sleep. Also, has anyone seen my copy of Lady Vengeance?
posted by Tsukioka Yosho at
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