Warmth and Plans

Sometimes I wish I had a girlfriend. Not for any satisfactions of the mind or flesh, but simply for a warm person to lie next to.

I have, am, and will always want that. Someone I can just lie with, and be comforted by their warmth. That might be one of the best feelings in the world - pure contentment.

The rest of this year doesn't matter. My grades are set, my applications are done and gone. I know many people, and I now have social relationships and networks. I am somewhat set in my ways.

So, this year, I've resolved to have fun. I'm going to meet the few people I don't know at school. I'm going to hang out with awesome people. The chances of me finding love at this stage are essentially nil, so I won't even worry about that. Let whatever happens happen. I feel carefree.