Ground Control to Major Tom...

I just realized something.

This feeling, now that my emotions are coming flooding back, I just realized what it was like.

Vomiting. Vomiting and Appendicitis.

It's a pain that is acute, like an inflamed appendix. When I move through my emotions, they are red and garish. It's not like fire, but like hot coals, and smoky.

It comes in waves, spasms that I cannot control. It is vomit, coming out of my heart and mind.

I feel I will be lost in emotion for awhile, so I'd just like to sign out for the night. If anyone feels like talking, please call me. I'm alone.


EDIT: You know what's interesting? My first emotion is abject terror. I wasn't expecting that. I thought it would either be self-hatred or sadness. How strange, emotions. I can barely breathe.